:: Me, Myself && everyone else::

I am bubbly, i laugh at my self alot! i am bitchy, and honest. and i get a lil jealous. i do care what ppl think about me...i want approvale but at the same time i dont care bc i wont change! I am in love with a man who wears combat boots , i have two army brats and im army wife. i am proud!

[ppl break me down , its always my fault,] i get tats and have pirecings but its being a bad mom, i love my kids more than most ppl who dont have anything like me, I am living my life for my kids. its no longer about me who i am, but who me as a person can make them into amamzing men when there older!! which is a girl who doesnt take "normall" pics i do funny faces bc ummm thats [me] I dance around my house with mix matching socks on cleaning, i LOVE tattoos its my way of showing off who i am.maybe i am showing everyone that its ok to be your self do what you want bc ido. and i still manage to be the best momi can be

at somepoint in my life i didnt who i was, where i was going in life. Who i was gonna be , where i was gonna end up! i dont plane for the future i let it take me where i am suposed to go! My story has a fairy tale start a girl meets a boy and they fall in love, Long distance Love but Strong love, the kinda love we have has bumps,bruises...speed bumps! but at the end of the day hes the man i am running to be in his arms the man who sees through me for me. when im chillin with no make up on, in comfy pjs. and hairs a mess hes my man the man who see's me as a beautiful person, Not just as a Mom or wife. But for me! i love him for this!! He makes me giggle like a lil kid when i see how much love he has for me with a simple look my knees wanna break down bc he makes me feel weak!!

I found out who i am along this journey,no matter where i am gonig in life , I am a mother and a wife but mostly a mother i want to give my kids better than i ever had, i want to be there superhero i want them to grow up knowing its ok to make mistakes and fall in love more than once and im always there. my kids may make me want to Pull my hair out whos doesnt && others may not see them as perfect and in that sense id laugh bc they are. there loved happy and healthy they have imaginations and laughter to light up a room. to me i have the best kids ever!i want them to grow up happy and love there life! i want the best for them and i will be there making sure they get it!

Friendies:I am akward, shy. outgoing. i dont give a shit, I am punkish with prep! i change my mind like i change my clothes.! this i know, but i am soo tired of ppl not talkin to me after we are all close bc i have bad days were i question everyone in my life, if you knew the disapoinments i have in my life, maybe youd understand why i push so hard to have good ffriends in my life! So if i seem like im pushing you away and your walking away ok then theres no fight in you to come back when i put up my guard, or the phone workds both ways! ? idk i just want more true firends and i want some of my old ones back! some times its ok to admit this! bc i miss some of you biznatches!!

you cant fake love

i could never fake my love for you, that smile of yours knocks me off my feet, that lil laugh you get when you dont really think my joke is funny but you laugh anyways bc you dont want to hurt my feelings, or when i wake up and your tip toeing around so you dont wake me.! i could never pretend to love you, it doesnt work that wayy. I may Not be perfect i may not have realized much

before., missing you makes it so much easier for me to see whats not right in front of my face! i love how you make me feel like the ONLY girl in the world!&& no matter what happens your always by my side. I am so so, proud to be your wife. I am so giggly that your Myne! you will always be my PRINCE!!! Bradley David Williams THIS GIRL LOVES THE CRAP OUT OF YOU && THAT FACE!:)

..have i told you latley how much i miss you!!

I miss you more than i can put into words! this song is for you babe:)

latley the kids have been sick on and off the docs said troy has double pink eye( but if you ask me its not! )

so ive been disenfecting, and wshing everything and blah i am so exsausted!

on a goodnote ive never been that girl who put toys toghother for the kids that was brads job, inever put the crib togother or toddler bed ect.., and since this deployment ive pulled the crib apart put togother toys, and troy toddler bed., and now both boys are sharing a room in there beds and bboth asleep



"The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly"

short blog, but i just wanna let my soldier now i miss him everyday