almost 2 months!!

Im not a great blogger and you might think of the time i have at nite i would be able to blog more but i just find my self drownding my self in music at nite i love music that plays so perfect to how i am feeling that nite. frustrated annoyed happy or sad its amazing. keeps me up all nite though so prolly not a good idea. I have been letting ppl in my life latley like old friends and new ones then they let me down. I hate letting ppl like that in my life not only are you effecting me but your effecting my kids., they get attached to ppl its so hard to tell them that there not around anymore. So time to weed out the ppl who only want me around when its good for them i have plenty of amazing ppl in my life i dont need others in it:) No more nice girl! -said my peace. On a good note ive kicked 2 months of this deployments ass so ready to have  my soldier home with me and the boys. i miss him like insanley. He is an amamzing man and father im pretty sure i dont deserve him. Ive been told so much since weve been togother how lucky i am to have him and i really am! No other man will ever amount to him!! his love towards me is so much like a fairy tale i am his princess and he treats me better than i ever deserve! I love him with my whole heart!