..,Like realllly?!

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
just to see what id be like




I am so sick of people tryin to bring others down its not as if we dont have enough shit on our plates. Since when did ppl thrive on bringing others down. If its not your life or your problems then Shhhsh! what You think is a problem may not be to other ppl or maybe a solved problem that doesnt need to be brought up again! This deployment has been really rough for me im dealing with things ive never thought id go through im seeing sides of ppl i didnt wanna see for that matter im seeing the same thing in my self . Every day is a learning experince learning how to deal with lonliness and not sleeping bc your afraid to close your eyes bc of the boogie-man!? yes i said it im afraid of him or her im not sure. anywhos why dont we let ppl deal with there lifes in there own way and step back and either be there or dont wont hurt my feelings i dont need ppl who are going to judge me or for that matter fake ppl!? I am bitchy and obnoxuis and honest and have my "blonde" moments i also am insecure and sometimes i really to good at putting on a smile. So therefore take it or leave it just please dont try to bring me down or do harm in my life bc its not gonna work! (peace)